So the exams are pulling in. I have one exam each day. This time I gotta work real hard to pull up my marks for at least a bit more. Here's my exam list:
Spanish (1st)
World History (1st)
French (2nd)
Canadian Law (1st)
It's gonna be so hard waking up at 7:30 to get to school at 8:00 to study half an hour before the exams... I've also done pretty much no studying today except for this morning on world history. Ugh this is gonna suck. I'm gonna have to try harder tomorrow. I wanna get better marks. I didn't know becoming a kindergarten
I didn't blog yesterday, and I'm sorry LOL! but I have amazing news today! well the bad and the good. First, I didn't get to do my french presentation that I worked really hard on. secondly, I still have my History and Law project to finish while I gotta practice for my composition. And remember how I told you we have exam week here? Well we're screwed! :). I'll add my law video and add project pictures of tomorrow on... tomorrow LOL! but yeah, still have to study for my Mandarin mid term test. Args. Life sucks eh? But we put up to it cause if we didn't we'd all be dead! :) So what's this amazing news I
You know what I hate most about the last month of the semester? It's that you get tons of work at the last minute that is worth a ton of shit points in your entire report card. And if you don't have this you are super lucky. I am so tired of all this work! In French I have to write a debate that's due on Thursday (presentation that day) and it has to be 5 - 10 minutes. Then In history I have a presentation that's around 20 / 30 minutes on Monday of next week. I have a law video I still have to film that's due on Monday of next week. Only work I don't have a project on is Spanish but we all know that I'm going to be at least getting a lot of homework from that. My teacher was so stressed today it was so hard to concentrate at some point. You just want to stand up and tell her that
Today I felt even more tired than I was yesterday. To begin with today I watched the movie Accepted and I felt even worse that I did about school. The movie accepted is basically getting accepted to College and being a student that the society accepts. I'm so nervous watching that I felt like I was being rejected by university and colleges too. I'm at the point were I should be preparing for these types of things right... I'm so un-planned. I feel lost and like I have no place to go to. Everything's so mixed up lately. I only like the fact that I smell like Bubble gum. (there's this body cream that makes me smell like bubble gum so I'm happy). Today in History class we were watching the Gladiator and god was I confused. I felt like his life sucked. Now that I think about it everything can really suck if you put yourself in their place. I'm pretty lucky as a human of this age. I'm just so tired lately I can't bring myself to laugh and like things like I use to. I've been having a trend though lately. So you know how I got a hair cut? Well I got bangs right? So one day they are done the next they are pinned back. and so on. I should take a picture of my entire week sometime and post it. Then you'd see my entire week based on the hair trend. I'll even make different kinds of hair styles. Today's song of the day is Midnight Sun by F.Cuz (korean Band)
It's a pretty good song, I like it. When I listen to it kinda brings me back I think it's the beat of the song. The exams are drawing closer and I'm pretty nervous about my law and French. My history I know my stuff since my teacher taught us very neatly. For spanish I just have to practice my tenses. For French though I need to get into the grammar and spelling checking habit and re read most of my books. As for Law... it's always been hard having an exam based on the entire complicated unit I did is even harder... :S Next semester's going to be hard to deal with too... I should book an appointment with guidance to check up on that drama credit I don't want. I hope it's not too late. I'm just gonna end today off like this. hope something exciting or happy comes up tomorrow. Have a good day! :)
Today I don't have much to say but I had a dream last night which I wanted to write down. Instead I'm typing it down. My last post I told you about my believing in a lot of things. Dreams would be one of them. Dreams are fragments of memories being replayed when your body is at rest. However some may say that they can predict the future. I sometimes feel that it can. However the dream I had last night did not predict my future.
It was when I was a kid. and this guy I use to call my older brother (哥哥) would always be at my house. In my dreams he was there. and I came back from school crying. My friend made me cry that day. I told him that everyone in my school is nice I don't understand why someone would be that mean to my friend and push her. But the person blamed it on me pushing my friend. And the teacher made me sit out. Then he told me this thing that I didn't understand really. He told me that there are different kinds of fish, dogs, and cats. There are different kinds of vegetables, fruits and even chocolate. "but most important of all, there are different kids of people. However, they are only different because of the different ways they experience life. They are necessarily mean or necessarily nice. Being a nice person or a mean person depends on the moment they did what made them who they are." he told me in my dream.
I haven't seen him in ever. I wonder why he'd appear in my dream. :S but yeah that's all I really wanted to say. I don't know why but I felt like I just had to write it down. Oh! and I've always been knitting a round (endless) scarf lately. I'll take a picture when I'm done! I'm knitting a red one first and then a white one. Sorta Christmas feeling! Oh and MERRYCHRISTMAS! One video I wanna show you today. it's a lights performance pretty cool!
Start watching at 4:15 until 6:02. Pretty cool! Still gotta get started on my homework! Hope it snows really big or something when school starts so I get more days to work on my homework. I still didn't start filming with my group for my law project. I hope they know it's due when the break is over.... So yeah, Merry Christmas and have a happy new year! :)
I didn't really have anything interesting happen to me lately so I don't know what to say. I'll tell you about my day if you want... So basically. I went to school with my bags of gifts for my friends. It wasn't until after school did I realize I didn't take pictures of them cause I LOVE like really LOVE wrapping and decorating presents. What I love most about Christmas is giving people presents cause when you see them receive it they look SO happy. So my morning was filled with happy faces. I was also telling Emily about all the pets I've once had in my life and I've had PLENTY! I had a Ferret, a bird, a cat, 2 dogs, many hamsters and rabbits, fish and frogs. I'm sure I had more pets but I forget what they are. I cried a lot when they died. I also buried them in my backyard. I have 3 turtles and 2 fishes at my front yard! :) So I gave gifts then I went to class. First I have world history. Our student teacher told us we were going to watch Troy and YAY! we are watching Troy! Kinda gory. Last time I saw it, it wasn't that bad... Now it's like this guy got pierced through his head and I was like ":O OH SHIT". But good thing is that we didn't finish it so we're going to have to watch it tomorrow too! YAY! Then In Spanish class we basically had a work period with our student teacher (of Spanish). In law class we were still doing law. My law teacher has work for us until the very last day... Poopie. In French class we were watching "Love me if you dare". It's sure... different from other movies. Very... twisted? But yeah. After school I went to buy christmas cards to give to people tomorrow. Got them finished and as you can see in my picture they're all present like! :) YAY! can't wait till I give them out tomorrow. I was gonna buy 20 cards but in the end I only bought 14 so some people can't get any tomorrow :S. Can't wait till break. I'm gonna finish all my homework then RELAX! Love relaxing! If anything interesting happens I'll write more but for now. That's all... :(
